Friday, March 29, 2013

it's hard to say.

Assalamualaikum.
how's it goin?
sihat?
Alhamdulillah jika yes is the answer.

Aku?
eh,sihat sihat.Alhamdulillah.tak da sakit apa.
it's been quite awhile since my last post.

common reason,sebab aku duk hostel lah.what else lagi nak tibai jawab kan?! :P

so yeah,takda lah lama mana kot
*gaya macam ada orang baca je lah, (whaddup,don't care.:) )

okay,let's start.
title gaya emo semacam je, 
dahekk?!
pastu pasang lagu gaya orang nak nangihh
eh eh,sorry,jangan salah faham.
idaknye pasal cinta apa kah nya pun.
jangan risau.

aku actually,conflict dalaman je ni.

semua orang ada kan?
nampak beno le nipunye kalau cakap takde.

face it.

everyone has it.
even halus bak habuk ke apa,
still ada kan?

slap you on the face,everyday.

it's called problems dude.

for me.
missing.
yeah.missing everything.
old school,friends,friennamies,the bangunan itself.
environment.

yeah.not the same.
kalau dalam kelas kelas tough tu,
memang hilang habis lah aku.
'jasadku disitu,mata ke lain,hati menyimpang 360%,macam helikopter pusing,langgar pokok:)'

haih,it's hard.
nak buat macam mana.
dah tiba masa aku seperate,with my buddies,friends,lambat or cepat je.
optimise myself,rezeki aku kat tempat lain.
that's it.

then about my studies pon,certain subjects.
fuhh,kepala panas woah fikir.
it's hard,laju macam kereta api kat tokyo dengan kelajuan 320 km/h.
hah! amik kau,physics!

otak sekat -,-

SBP,budak pandai pandai.memang lah susah untuk lawan one to one dengan dema.
bapak susah.trust me.
who's in the same spot mcam aku pon,feel the same way.
who wouldn't?

tapi tu lah.usaha memang kene sentiasa ada.
aku kalau boleh nak study addmaths semua tu,
tunggang tebalik.
jadual pack.sangat sangat.

i don't even know aku dah adapt ke belum.
just don't know.
people always said,aku start duduk sana.
seems okay je.
i look fine,and just happy bapaknye pun.

takde ghupe homesick suma.
WHAT?!!

kau ingat aku robot ke apa?
i still hardship kat sana.
hardtimes are for real kat sana.

don't expect me to be fine.
i mean you can,
but,bukan everytime aku okay.
gelak gila buta kat sana,
sometimes just nak cover je,
sedapkan hati sendiri,kan?

tapi tu lah.
not everythings is bad.have to fit in jugak.
shouldn't blame anybody.
diri sendiri punya pasal.
trying to makes things beautiful,
even if it's aren't.
and that thing,
if you have the urge
InsyaaAllah,boleh okay.
not perfect,but atleast it makes you feel just okay sikit pon,jadi what?
:')

okaylah.okaylah.
i'd like to show yo guys something.
bende ni dah lama.tapi,atleast aku post okay lah kan?
sapa tak nak tengok,
gi baling computer.

:3

HERE ARE A FEW PICTURES
a few days sebelum aku transfer.

Qilah,Bad,Tirah :)


:)

This girl,lagi lah,gila i won't miss her?! :P

A few guys.

I don't even get the motif kenapa acap do that  crazy hand lambai'ing' thingy -,-

They're fun,crazy,does't know how to shatap :)

More guy friends,Burst ada!

Ira,a very lovable person.be taff girl,toksah tumpah air mata darah :)

Ni?One of the person i really gilagilagila  rindu.Badly missing her,hope she's okay :')

yeah,still remain friends :)

this young lady?she's one of the person  i adore,don't know why  :)

haih,rindu.

makcik,dan pakcik pakcik :)
sorry muka aku over :D


love them :*

cheese? :3

motif duduk bawah kaunter?

Shafiq and me,he's writing apatah masa tu :P

aww,haha.semua muka baik :P

BFF?of course lah!

moments. :')

friends :)

i miss them :' |

miss Diamond.

Okay,i think thats it.
haih,emo doe.haha  never mind.see ya,okay?

Assalamualaikum